a 30-something in the city - adventures in online dating part 3

 I was working on some writing and have a few windows open.  A little envelope popped up on my screen alerting me to a message.  A "bet" was lost and quietguy2009 (names have been changed to protect the wackadoos) needed help w/ his "punishment."  The details were vague about the bet and no information was given on what exactly the punishment was.  So of course, I have to reply, "ok, spill it."  The bet, unimportant BUT there was great detail in email #2 on the wager.  Could I assist him in dressing up as a maid?  Complete with makeup and costume.  He already acquired some eyeshadow and lipstick but could I help w/ the smaller details and wait, it gets better... if I have anything that needs to be cleaned, that would be even better.

 Most normal people either reply "freak!" or don't reply at all.  Now, I'm not exactly the most "normal" person I know.  I mean, come on... that takes some guts to pretend to have lost a bet (yeah, the details on the punishment were waaaaaay too in-depth to be a - yo, lost a bet, can you take a pic of me dressed up as a woman?) and then to ask if I needed my house cleaned.  Hmmmm, now the thought did cross my mind that I could get a clean house out of this, BUT I wrote back, "Sorry!  I don't think I'm the right one to help you with this, but good luck!"  No response.

 The newer site isn't a total creepfest...now, I'm not saying there aren't any of your friendly neighborhood nutjobs either.  The "I don't have a photo because I am too well known" fellow is right next to the "married... but it's ok to browse" guy. And the dude w/ puppets.  Yup, puppets (or as I now want to refer to him, Yuppets).  Or the newman (Newman!) doppleganger who is looking for "casual s#x."  And of course, the no-photo "professor" who spells every other word wrong in his "want spoyled?" email.

  This is what's out there.  Hey married couples, see what your single friends are dealing with nowadays?  And relatives can now be shown these profiles the next time one asks "so, when are you going to settle down?"  Well Aunt Bertha, would you like to see profisorspoyalots page and tell me if you'd like him at our next Thanksgiving dinner across from you?  Can he get a "plus one" for his wife?

a 30-something in the city - a black fly in your chardonnay

There he is ladies.  He looks smart, has a great smile (complete with all of his teeth AND they are almost sparkling) that he has flashed at you and says hello.  You chat for a minute or so and notice that you've just tucked your hair behind your ears when you laughed at his actually funny joke.  You sit back down with your friends and he waves when he passes by.  Your smile actually becomes slightly annoying to your table of pals finishing their drinks. 

Ahhh, an anomaly.  Good looking guy in his thirties that doesn't appear to be a playah.  You're home after your evening out and have settled in to check your Facebook.  Google... well, why not? (Yes, just admit it ladies, you look them up.  embrace the creeper in you) And then... you find out the most blah-inducing news.  MARRIED.  It's almost like a virus warning on your computer.  Flashing lights and sirens wailing.  Ok!  I get it!  Unavailable!  And you swear your laptop even said it quietly when you closed the page.  You aren't crushed but it's like you left your packed lunch out in the rain and your pb-j is soggy.  Nothing you can do.  *sigh*

We're at that age where most people are married. Or on their second or third wedding ring.  And if they aren't married, you start thinking... what's wrong?  Likes the ladies TOO much?  Has a weird "action figure" (doll) collection?  Lives w/ Mother whom he has to bring out on dates as a chaperone?  Where are the "normal" ones?  It's ok to be quirky or a little crazy (but not Norman Bates crazy).  It's even ok to have a Yoda on your desk.  A, singular, Yoda.  Not the whole cantina scene replicated in your cube, complete w/ wookie. 

So yes Alanis, it IS like a black fly in your chardonnay.

Girls on Film (DD)

Get your mind out of the gutter.

ok, now get it back in the gutter.

Ticketmaster informed me today is duran duran appreciation day.  in my quest of finding the right DD video... i came across - night time videos.  did anyone else know about these?  granted, i was too young back in the day but HELLO, i did NOT know that duran duran essentially made softcore porn videos to a couple of their songs.  i didn't think they could get any better!  i heart you john taylor.


 (not an X rated video)
duran duran appreciation day

a 30-something in the city - a fair to remember

Last night a friend and I went to the 80's hair band night at the fair.  Yes, I was a wee one back in the heyday of aqua net guyliner boys and screeching guitars BUT still I had plastered my walls with pics of CC Deville and Sebastian Bach.  As it got closer to the day of the show, I got more excited thinking about how I was going to see bands I grew up swishing my hair back and forth to when I was in elementary school.  I knew I would end up, at some point that night, displaying my rock on fingers (complete w/ tongue out) for the camera sometime that night.  And yes I did.  I displayed them proudly.

Here we are, seated in a decent section.  Not far from the standing "room" on the track in front of the stage.  We randomly plotted how we could jump the guardrail and headbang our way down to the crowd.  When we weren't discussing that, we were thinking of distractions I could create so my friend could crawl under the trailer and run back to meet one of the bands.  There was no doubt in our minds that our section would be rocking out w/ their...  well, anyways.  We were wrong.

Amongst the mullets, tightly laced corset tops, Motely Crue tees (no, it wasn't a crue show), bandana-ed long hair and leather pants and slashed leggings, the two of us were the only ones actually standing up and getting down... I in my jeans, she in her leggings and tank.  The "normal" ones in our section.  Now, I must say, we had two people, our favorites, a few rows down who were singing every song... wrist bands on (apparently to catch the sweat from all the fist pumping)... and mini smooches in between power ballads.  Otherwise, most of the rows were filled w/ sedate, almost napping, late 80's throwbacks.  Wha???  Disappointed.

I was sooo ready to see some kicka$$ headbanging.  Or at least some movement. It was nice to see real lighters in the crowd during the power ballads though.  You can tell times have changed.  I remember going to shows in college and actually holding up a REAL lighter to a good song.  Nowadays, lighter apps on cell phones.  (Ok, i admit, I had my virtual BIC on.  soo much easier on the finger.)  I digress.  So we decided to be the "rebels" of our section and be the leaders.  GET UP EVERYONE.  BOB YOUR HEADS AT LEAST! We yelled at the end of songs!  We sang, sometimes the wrong lyrics!  We made our row shake with dancing!  Only in the encore did people follow suit.  Or were getting up to leave, realized there was one more song and didn't feel like sitting.   But in our heads, we started the rock revolution in section F.  ROCK ON YOU WAYWARD SONS!

a 30-something in the city - Rules of Flirting

Flirting.  Definition: Working it.  (See Clancy's unabridged college dictionary for that one)  I've got friends who flirt and don't even realize their eyes flutter like a cartoon madame.  Friends who don't even have to.  They just lay it all out on the table (so to speak).  You. Me. Restroom. Bag of Gummy Worms.  (Maybe we don't want to know...)  And some who have researched and practiced various methods as intensely as some study medicine.  The elementary school bully and the "not even trying." And almost all of these ladies have given their hypothesis regarding the proper way to attract a guy. 

There's the smile.  The "i do declare!" smile someone flashes oh-so-innocently while sipping their mojito.  The "eye contact, smile and look away, slowly back to eye contact" approach you've read in magazines.  The faintest whisper of a giggle.  This is from the "innocent" flirter who knows what they are doing but just can't help themselves when the opportunity arises.  No pun intended.  She informs you that you aren't smiling enough.  That you have to have the perfect angle while turning your head away briefly before turning the charm up to 110%.  The Blanche Devereaux of the group.

There's the ATTACK! friend.  They think they should coach you WHILE you are talking to someone.  As if the object of your awkward flirt mcgurting can't hear them loudly whispering into the back of your head "tell him you want to put your hand in his backpocket... DO IT!" and you wince quietly and turn the same red as your Bay Breeze.  This friend has "hey baby" oozing out of every pore.  That if you want that guy you better grab him.  Literally.  Grab him. Now.  What are you waiting for?? Sam Malone in a bra and lipstick.

There's the researcher who has read every article in every women's magazine and has tried them out (whilst taking notes) and has FINALLY come to the conclusion that you should try all of them.  Now.  Play with your hair while touching his arm and winking as you purr a "you're sooo funny" in his ear.  They give you outlines and pop quizzes on what you should do in certain situations.  They critique your performance and offer, sometimes unwanted, advice on how you should have done things differently.  They Tyra Banks it by sharing their "adventures" with you even if you feel like changing the channel.

Then there's the poor sap who thinks it's perfectly acceptable to flirt like you are in third grade.  You kick him and call him a "jerk."  Punch him the arm and tell him he smells like vienna sausages.  Elaine (from Seinfeld) push him while yelling "HELL-WHOA!" after he tells a funny story about high school.  Feels the need to be a smarta$$ to everything he says.  And constantly swears off dating because "who needs it!"  The perpetual friend of all booys.  She's Lucy always taking the football away from Charlie Brown.

And of course the "was i flirting?" friend who you know deep down inside has no idea they just picked up a new creeper.  Men line up to talk to this girl and she really thinks their only intentions are to chit chat about her new purse.  This may be the only friend you have that will not offer flirting advice.  They will not judge your attempts and will refrain from giving you pointers. This friend, well, she's your Phoebe. She's the one you secretly watch and try to memorize what she just did when you saw him jot down his number and pass it across the bar.

And guys with the way they flirt... well that's a whole other blog. 

a 30-something in the city - time to settle down?

If you are in your thirties, does that mean it's grown-up time?  Are we supposed to settle down now?  Are we supposed to settle, period?

It's a transformational era for some 30-somethings.  That, OH NO I HAVE TO BE AN ADULT NOW epiphany.  There's some sort of timer when your 29 that says, this is the last year I can have fun and do what I want.  Is it though?  The day of your 30th birthday, does that mean you should be trolling every dating website, creeping at supermarkets and bars and asking every friend if they have any singletons handy? Subscriptions to every match, fish, chemisty, russian bride site imaginable on your birthday list. Can we relax and let nature take it's course?

This age means you've more than likely had relationships you NEVER want to repeat and, perhaps, have a better understanding of what you DO want.  You've become "you."  You know what you like, what you don't, and hopefully are what you want to be when you grow up. So, yes, maybe it's time to hang up the "player" persona and look for some quality over quantity.  But that's not always a bad thing.  Doesn't mean you should have wedding invites ready... just need to insert a name here and there.  You can still go out, have fun looking and see what's out there.  So, cancel your order for 12 doves and 100 pounds of jordan almonds.  It can wait.

Those of you 30-somethings that do have on matrimony goggles, that doesn't mean you should settle.  Now, if your dream man is Johnny Depp... literally Johnny Depp, then maybe you should reconsider your MUST HAVE list.  I'm not too picky.  I'll take either Ewan McGregor or Jon Hamm.  But seriously, just because you want to start a family life soon, doesn't mean you have to give a second or third thought about that smooth dancer on the dancefloor, jerking uncontrollably w/ his hand placed firmly, and I mean FIRMLY, on your buttocks and think, "can I get past the fact he kind of looks like Rumpelstiltskin?"  Or some sort of creepy goatee wearing leprechaun.  And do you really need to be married within the next year or two?  Be Kurt and Goldie. 

NO LADIES, you don't have to settle.  You can reevaluate.  But you don't have to settle.  Yes, Johnny Depp is beautiful, but maybe look for an artistic guy w/ a great fedora.  Guys, you can still look for that supermodel who just happens to be at the Phyrst, but honestly, you probably won't find her.  Don't just settle for this girl or that girl because she's ok and available. Remember, it's quality, not quantity.  If there aren't fireworks and opera singers upon eyes locking in on each other for the first time, that's ok.  Just as long as there is a spark when you have that first kiss.  (Hopefully it was a sober snog.) 

lazy saturdays

seriously...

i miss waking up at 6:30 to cook eggs (my dad taught me how) or baaad pancakes, turning on Action News for Kids and waiting for the cartoons to start.  Spiderman and Friends, X-Men, The Get Along Gang, Kid Video...  Glued to the telly waiting for Zack Morris.  Spending all day shopping w/ my parents.  Me and my three dolls that went everywhere w/ me:  Drowsy, Grumpy Bear and Cornelius Christie (my cabbage patch).  My mom making them mischievous (never knowing what they did that made them nervous if a cop car pulled up next to us... my dolls, not my parents).  If it was hunting season, mom would say "LAY DOWN!" when driving thru a wooded area (for fear of stray bullets). The unnatural fear i  had that my Hug-A-Bunch doll would somehow fly out of the cracked window (i get car sick) and fall into the water down by the railroad.  ohh nostalgia.  hmm...   this explains a lot.  :)

my sweet girl

just saw black swan today.  i'd been waiting and waiting to see it.  got sick this weekend.  had to put it off but damnit, i went today!  fan.tastic.  i must go see again to really absorb it.  of course i have my weird little theory about certain parts.  and it's tough when sitting between two gigglers.  i really get engrossed in movies.  to the point where i forget to blink at times and my contacts dry out.  and it's tough watching a scene that is so intense and so crazy and you hear giggling!  love the crew i went w/ but i'm more of a "shhhh don't talk until over" person.  or the occasional look at each other and do the "you see that??" and back to the movie.

so, attempting to go again.  hopefully soon.


if you saw it, let me know what you thought. 

saturday afternoon boss talk

is it weird that when i see bruce springsteen, it's like i am looking at an old friend?  people who know me personally know of my boss love.  those that don't - here goes.

i
love
bruce
springsteen

his older music, his gritty solo work, dancing in the dark and his pop rock, everything.  the man can be horribly underrated.  as an entertainer... i dare you to find a show that lasts for hours and every show no matter where or when, is just as amazing as the one before. 

he's a soulful singer, brilliant storyteller, amazing musician, wonderful humanitarian and a damn fine looking 60-year-old man.  (i'm bordering on needing a restraining order now aren't i??)

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=IxuThNgl3YA

Tramps like us... baby we were born to run....

Almost the weekend

so it's thursday.  almost friday.  yes, i know, that is generally the normal sequence of things...
anywho

it's almost that time.  where a fresh start sounds good.  not sure where but a fresh start.  something as little as cutting my hair or looking for an open spot on Anthony Bordain's travel crew.  I could follow him around and take pics.  Or laugh at his sarcastic jokes. 

so, here i am w/ my "angels must have made this as an almost-weekend treat" pumpkin coffee and contemplating what i want to be when i grow up.  you're never too old to try to figure that out... right?

is this weirdly optimistic??  :)

friday musings

ramble time:

i love banana chips.  not sure when this happened, but DAMN i love those things.

i don't think fruit and chocolate should mate.  there are exceptions but general rule of thumb... no thanks.
oh and fruit and coffee should keep a safe distance as well.

i wanted to be an archaeologist when i was little.  well, a paleontologist but then changed my mind quickly when i realized i had to go on an airplane.  fast forward 20 or so and my first time in an airplane is an open cockpit bi-plane.  quite the leap huh?

the color red is like a shiny object to me.  i see something red and automatically stop.
wait, what was i saying?

can i get a life-sized one of this to live in?

discussion on...

favorite thing about the opposite sex (physically). 

i said mouths.  well, a smile to be exact.  the best smile is that involuntary reflex that happens when you walk into the room.  now, i know some people may disagree and get more *ahem* but i am sticking w/ the real smile.

leads me to my favorite poem though, all this talk of body parts and reactions.

i like my body when it is with your
body. It is so quite new a thing.
Muscles better and nerves more.
i like your body. i like what it does,
i like its hows. i like to feel the spine
of your body and its bones, and the trembling
-firm-smooth ness and which i will
again and again and again
kiss, i like kissing this and that of you,
i like, slowly stroking the, shocking fuzz
of your electric fur, and what-is-it comes
over parting flesh ... And eyes big love-crumbs,

and possibly i like the thrill

of under me you so quite new   - ee cummings

My BOGO was a NOGO

i TRIED, i swear, to do a 2-for. 


i was just watching a presentation.  it's informative.  slightly interesting.  nice presenters.  BUT i notice two spelling errors on the main menu.  keeps popping up, almost like in 3d to me.  main menu BAM that's all i see.  YOU ARE MISSING AN "N"!! is on a constant loop in my head.  THAT "I" SHOULD BE AN "A" over and over.  i wanted to pass a note, a la ele. school, and say "circle yes or no if you want me to correct your spelling?"  it was such an LL moment (liz lemon).  staring, eating my cookie... almost wanting to shove another cookie in my mouth just to stifle the small cries of "please please please fix your menu!!"  one person is trying to ask me to grab her a cookie in her own little sign language that really turned into her hands making a circle then immediately going into ROAR monster face.  circle + ROAR = cookie monster.  sad thing?  i understood.

then, i keep thinking about that scene in stepbrothers at the job interview when dale slowly pops out from behind brennen and waves.  i really really really wanted to do that.  and i know the co-worker in front of me knew what i was thinking.  but i refrained.  it was tough, but i managed.

all of this in the sleepy conference room.  sleepy because it's dimly lit, usually a monotone meeting in there, big comfy chairs... i've never fallen asleep anywhere outside of a home or long car ride but i swear, that room could cure insomniacs.  i should rent it out and make a little extra cash w/ my "sleep bar" in there.

BOGO

going to get a two-for-one deal today.  first up.

THIS is the reason i am usually 4 minutes late to work.  instead of going to bed at a normal time and waking up bright eyed and blah blah blah.. i choose to sit up and work on photos or watch cheers reruns (ohh how i do love a good sam and diane episode) then in the morning think "5 more minutes won't hurt..." and then it's 5 more 5 more.  check my email, look at new work online, write a blog...  check the time and say OH SHIT, I HAVE TO LEAVE IN 10 MINUTES.  throw on the first shirt i find (hopefully not my "more cowbell" shirt) and rush out the door.  whilst driving like a speed racer, i decide i need coffee on the way.  then pull in and think - man if i just would have gotten up at a normal time.

someday i will learn.


http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=a8EAFNNIyv4

Stuck in my head this morning

almost!

almost forgot to write today.

well, working on new photos.  (shameless self-promotion, check out my bubblesite - www.clancy214.redbubble.com)
anywho!

i always wished i could draw.  that was one thing i tried and tried and wish i could do.  but seriously - never got better than a stick figure in a shoulder padded dress.  then i tried to paint.  looked like a baby monkey (yeah baby, not even an adult) got a hold of some paint brushes.  i've always wanted to let you see how i see things.  then a couple of years ago i broke down and bought a digital camera (always had disposable or 35 mm).  haven't put it down since.  old abandoned buildings, skylines on the mountain, sunlight peaking thru the trees, people's candid reactions and interactions w/ people.  it's like a permanent appendage.

i've even nicknamed the newest camera.  lumie.  really original since it's a lumix huh? 

http://clancy214.redbubble.com/

Music Obsession - Current (well one of my current ones)

I am absolutely obsessed w/ the Mumford and Sons album Sigh No More.  If you haven't heard it, i recommend "White Blank Page."  They are a great mix of folk, rock and alt.  Banjos, upright bass and an intense vocal.  The lyrics break your heart and/or make you bounce around and interpretive dance.  Yup, you will interpretive dance.  Is that really a selling point though?  To me it is.  The songs usually start out w/ this quiet haunting but build up to this point where all hell  breaks loose.  I could go on and on but i will reserve that for another time.

let me know what you think.




Mumford and Sons - White Blank Page